A lot happened today so be ready for a long post.
Ow, my body hurts, hence the title of this post. My arms because of the five shots I got today, my legs and arms from volley ball tryouts (I didn't make the team... oh well) and I ache. But I don't mind. I'd hate to be a doctor because they have to look at your genitals and gross parts... I would just be so awkward. When the doctor was looking in my eye, I started laughing because I'm awkward like that, and I couldn't help it. The shots I took were painful and scary, and now I have a head ache every five seconds, I felt like I was about to faint when she shot me (not with a gun, but a needle). So I think that's all for the doctor's office. I also profiled this one doctor and found out she is a mom her name is Bonnie and she turned 30 years old today, and I didn't say one word to her. I should be on the Behavioral Analysis Unit team on the FBI.
Ok next, I will talk about first period, girl's athletics. Now, if you know me, you know I'm emotional and cry easily at everything, and that I'm not a good runner. So today we were running, and my self esteem got to an absolute zero. So I told the coaches I can't run, and I was about to start crying because I'm like that, and I think the coaches would get mad. So I started jogging (we were supposed to do two laps) and I started crying and hyperventilating and my friend who usually jogs with me got ahead because she thought the coaches would yell at her, and at this time, I was yelling at my self because I couldn't run and I got so mad I just started bawling out tears. While I was jogging, in the middle of the track, and during this period, they take the special need kids out to walk. But they were supposed to be on the outside, and they were on the inside, and so was I, so I ran into one of the special needs kid, and he came up to me, and the person watching him said, "Don't hit, we don't hit people!" And I got even more scared, and started crying harder, and he just gave me a really tight hug, and I was extremely scared because I didn't know what he was doing and I hugged him back anyways. What really scared me was it looked like there was dry blood and tears on his face. And now I feel horrible, I just tarted crying when I typed that part. I feel horrible, because that kid, that poor special needs kid, was trying to make me feel better. He was telling me he knew what it felt like to be sad, to cry, to be hurt. And he was trying to make me feel better. And I really wish I hugged him back harder. I wish it got through to my fried brain that this kid is nice, he is a sweet little boy that didn't want to hurt me. And that was probably, when I look back on this experience, that's what I'll regret.
Well, when I finally finished jogging one lap, I was about to die of not being able to breathe, so I stopped and got really scared and confused, it almost felt like a dream. So I went to go talk to the coaches and they said he was a special need child, one coach thought he might have been abused as a young child, so that I can understand, and I could also understand if he was mentally retarded. And all though he might have been really nice to me, he was not nice to his teacher at all. He pushed her, and shoved her away. And so now i feel bad, just plain awful, for that boy.
And now I feel really sad because of that. Let's get all the upsetting things over with. This upsetting thing isn't as meaningful as the last one. My phone broke, and now I hate it, and I don't get a new phone until October or something. Yea, not as meaningful.
So, next thing on my interesting day... Oh yeah, I got 'LOST' for my mini-course. Now, if you don't go to Westbrook and you aren't in the WAVE program, you think I'm crazy, talking about mini-courses, what ever that it. But it's an extra course WAVE people take instead of a 7th period. It's really fun and I'm happy we have that. So, in 'LOST', it's like the show, and it's like the book 'Hatchet' by Gary Paulsen, I love that book. And since it's out in the portables, and we have our school right behind WAL-MART in that very rural place, we get to go out in the woods! And I'm so happy I got this mini-course because I love this book, and I love nature (just not running in it) and, I'm just really happy. I can't wait 'till we go out and try our survival skills. And we might be able to get our CPR certifications (YES I CAN SAVE LIVES!!!)
So this was probably my best, worst, saddest, most meaningful, exciting, and packed to the fullest of days in my long, long life. I hope you liked my writing of it. Post some later, keep writing, fellow bloggers!
Arg, I can't forget what happened in athletics and I keep crying. Poor, poor boy. Ok now I'm really going. Bye, ta-ta for now, I love Tigger, and Pooh Bear.
Friday, August 27, 2010
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Lunch is pretty good...
Remember when I said I hated lunch? Well now I don't, or at least, I don't think I do... Well every day at lunch, I play cards with the two nerds (which aren't really nerds... except Smit. He's a major nerd) and the other one is Ronak (don't know how to spell it) Patel (the traditional Indian last name) anyways, I play cards with them, I forgot the name, but it's pretty fun and I like it, but I'm bad at it, and never win, and they tease me about it. Oh well. I guess in Math, instead of two girls teasing the only boy (which is really fun, by the way, and they like it when we do that, haha) it's the two boys teasing the girl. Girl's don't like it, just saying. So I do get annoyed, but I live with it. And I can do homework at lunch too, for social studies, which is good because that's probably my worst subject.
I made the first cut for volley ball! I hope I make all of them. I really want to get healthy this year.
Ok, I'm bored, so if you go to my school let's have a Cutest Teacher Award for WAVE! Ok, and the nominees are... (unwraps envolope) Mrs. Cain, Mrs. Graham, Mrs. Vinson, and Mrs. Wilk. If you have any other nominees, leave it in the comments below.
And if you are not in my school, sorry but no polls are open at this time. Maybe next time.
And now to wrap the day off with some funny stuff.
Do any of you watch nigahiga? I find him pretty funny, but stupid funny, it's good to watch if you need to be cheered up. But I like this one it's really funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfH38VrecH8
I made the first cut for volley ball! I hope I make all of them. I really want to get healthy this year.
Ok, I'm bored, so if you go to my school let's have a Cutest Teacher Award for WAVE! Ok, and the nominees are... (unwraps envolope) Mrs. Cain, Mrs. Graham, Mrs. Vinson, and Mrs. Wilk. If you have any other nominees, leave it in the comments below.
And if you are not in my school, sorry but no polls are open at this time. Maybe next time.
And now to wrap the day off with some funny stuff.
Do any of you watch nigahiga? I find him pretty funny, but stupid funny, it's good to watch if you need to be cheered up. But I like this one it's really funny.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OfH38VrecH8
Monday, August 23, 2010
I'm So Excited!!! And I Just Can't Hide It!!!
And since I can't hide it, I will tell you why I am overly happy.
...I HAVE A PHYSICAL!!! I know, that doesn't seem that exciting, but it all pulls my life together. With a physical, I can try out for volley ball (which on the physical I am cleared for), and if I can tryout for volleyball (which is tomorrow morning at 6:45, and I have to get up at 4 a.m. don't ask why so early, it's a long story, but you can ask if you care) where was I... oh yeah, and if I can try out for volleyball, I can make the A team, which means I am AMAZING AT A SPORT I MASTERED IN TWO DAYS!!! That's right, count it, two days, no camps, no clubs, just two days of training with my best friend. And I also get fit. That's a plus.
Now that I got over that excitement, I can tell you 'bout my first day! I have some awesome teachers, the language teacher (Plato) wants a pianist (WHICH I AM ONE) to play her music and she chose ME! Wow I really need to calm down. Well I guess I'll tell you the downer of my day. That will calm me down.
So, as some of you know, I am in 8th grade math, in 7th grade, no I'm not smart enough to go to Algebra, sorry. And in my 8th grade class there are mostly 8th graders, except for this one nerdy Indian guy, Smit (his various nick names include: Summit, Spit, Smitty, etc.) who sits behind me in the class, but I never talk to him, he was in my last math class, and his friend that I don't know. Leaving me, the only 7th grade girl, alone at lunch, which is 3rd lunch, when all my other friends are in 2nd. So pretty much my longest period and lunch (the two you talk to your friends most) are spent around a lot of annoying 8th graders that yell across the room at everything, with a very nice and cool teacher, but doesn't care about the noise. And a very quiet lunch. I hate it. I might as well go somewhere else during lunch. Oh well, I can have a lot of 8th grade volleyball friends and stuff I guess.
So, how did you guys like that break up letter in my last post? T'was pretty funny. And here is another funny thing, I think you will like it.
Oh, how I love this video.
http://vimeo.com/14190306
...I HAVE A PHYSICAL!!! I know, that doesn't seem that exciting, but it all pulls my life together. With a physical, I can try out for volley ball (which on the physical I am cleared for), and if I can tryout for volleyball (which is tomorrow morning at 6:45, and I have to get up at 4 a.m. don't ask why so early, it's a long story, but you can ask if you care) where was I... oh yeah, and if I can try out for volleyball, I can make the A team, which means I am AMAZING AT A SPORT I MASTERED IN TWO DAYS!!! That's right, count it, two days, no camps, no clubs, just two days of training with my best friend. And I also get fit. That's a plus.
Now that I got over that excitement, I can tell you 'bout my first day! I have some awesome teachers, the language teacher (Plato) wants a pianist (WHICH I AM ONE) to play her music and she chose ME! Wow I really need to calm down. Well I guess I'll tell you the downer of my day. That will calm me down.
So, as some of you know, I am in 8th grade math, in 7th grade, no I'm not smart enough to go to Algebra, sorry. And in my 8th grade class there are mostly 8th graders, except for this one nerdy Indian guy, Smit (his various nick names include: Summit, Spit, Smitty, etc.) who sits behind me in the class, but I never talk to him, he was in my last math class, and his friend that I don't know. Leaving me, the only 7th grade girl, alone at lunch, which is 3rd lunch, when all my other friends are in 2nd. So pretty much my longest period and lunch (the two you talk to your friends most) are spent around a lot of annoying 8th graders that yell across the room at everything, with a very nice and cool teacher, but doesn't care about the noise. And a very quiet lunch. I hate it. I might as well go somewhere else during lunch. Oh well, I can have a lot of 8th grade volleyball friends and stuff I guess.
So, how did you guys like that break up letter in my last post? T'was pretty funny. And here is another funny thing, I think you will like it.
Oh, how I love this video.
http://vimeo.com/14190306
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Should I?
I don't know if I should. There are advantages if I do, but also if I don't. And it would be easier if I don't, at least for my family. So that is why I ask you to make my final decision. Please tell me if I should skip volley ball tryouts. But I think I should. I DON'T KNOW.
My brain is messed up. I can't remember any of my piano songs. in the beginning of the year I could remember all of them at once, but now I can't even remember one. So I'm just gonna take regular. It'd be easier. Even if you say I should take volley ball, I will take regular. Ok, well that's good I'm done fighting with myself. Now...
If you are wondering about the check list I had yesterday (which you probably aren't but now you are since I mentioned, unless you don't really like me, then you wouldn't even consider thinking about me or what I do...) anyways, well I finished my math, if that's any good, and I finished the blog, and I listened to that song until I went deaf ( I'm not actually deaf) but I didn't clean my room or practice volleyball. I was too busy worrying about other stuff. If you want to know that 'other stuff', I'm sorry, I forgot it.
Which takes me back to MY BRAIN IS MESSED UP. But I'm serious, it is. Has this ever happened to you? Have you been watching a show, and right when it goes to commercial, you forgot what you were watching? Well I have a solution for you! Just kidding I don't, I just had to finish the infomercial voice in my head. Anyways, that happens to me all the time. I get mad at myself, and the harder I think, the more I forget. I hate it. But I think I know why my brain does this.
I have a weird thing happen to me every once in a while. Out of no where, usually some where loud and crowded, like a concert or dance, but sometimes even in a really quiet place, I start to feel light-headed and lost, and I get really confused and I ask my self questions like, "Where am I?" or "Wat am I doing?" and after that I say in my head, "I need to sit down." And after I sit down, it goes away in a half a minute. So I told one of my smartest friends, Sebastian, that story, and we looked up what it could be. The best we found was Brain Fog, and both of us knew that was a fake thing. So later I remembered that when I was 3, I fell down and nearly busted my head open. So we both agreed it was some small brain damage from that hit. But I'm not all too sure, so if you think you have an answer to this mystery diagnosis ( that's a good show, but it starts to get really boring in the middle) please leave your thoughts in the comments.
And now for a laugh (CAUTION: Cuss words) but it is really hilarious. Haha so turn down the volume and just read it, or put in your head phones because the voice is really funny. http://youmakemetouchyourhandsforstupidreasons.ytmnd.com/
My brain is messed up. I can't remember any of my piano songs. in the beginning of the year I could remember all of them at once, but now I can't even remember one. So I'm just gonna take regular. It'd be easier. Even if you say I should take volley ball, I will take regular. Ok, well that's good I'm done fighting with myself. Now...
If you are wondering about the check list I had yesterday (which you probably aren't but now you are since I mentioned, unless you don't really like me, then you wouldn't even consider thinking about me or what I do...) anyways, well I finished my math, if that's any good, and I finished the blog, and I listened to that song until I went deaf ( I'm not actually deaf) but I didn't clean my room or practice volleyball. I was too busy worrying about other stuff. If you want to know that 'other stuff', I'm sorry, I forgot it.
Which takes me back to MY BRAIN IS MESSED UP. But I'm serious, it is. Has this ever happened to you? Have you been watching a show, and right when it goes to commercial, you forgot what you were watching? Well I have a solution for you! Just kidding I don't, I just had to finish the infomercial voice in my head. Anyways, that happens to me all the time. I get mad at myself, and the harder I think, the more I forget. I hate it. But I think I know why my brain does this.
I have a weird thing happen to me every once in a while. Out of no where, usually some where loud and crowded, like a concert or dance, but sometimes even in a really quiet place, I start to feel light-headed and lost, and I get really confused and I ask my self questions like, "Where am I?" or "Wat am I doing?" and after that I say in my head, "I need to sit down." And after I sit down, it goes away in a half a minute. So I told one of my smartest friends, Sebastian, that story, and we looked up what it could be. The best we found was Brain Fog, and both of us knew that was a fake thing. So later I remembered that when I was 3, I fell down and nearly busted my head open. So we both agreed it was some small brain damage from that hit. But I'm not all too sure, so if you think you have an answer to this mystery diagnosis ( that's a good show, but it starts to get really boring in the middle) please leave your thoughts in the comments.
And now for a laugh (CAUTION: Cuss words) but it is really hilarious. Haha so turn down the volume and just read it, or put in your head phones because the voice is really funny. http://youmakemetouchyourhandsforstupidreasons.ytmnd.com/
Friday, August 20, 2010
What do you think?
Do you guys think I should change any part of my blog? Like make it more legible by changing the font? I don't know. So what i have to accomplish today:
1. Finish math summer packet
2. Clean up all my clothes
3. Finish this blog
4. Listen to this song for the rest of the day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9clUzSny98
5. Somehow practice for volleyball tryouts
Oh yes! I have volley ball tryouts on the second day of school. I probably can't, I don't have a physical and i don't get shots until next Friday. So I'll just go to regular gym. I'm fine with that. Comment if your disagree. Or agree. I don't know comment if you want to. Ok I think I'm about done, i'll go do everything on my checklist, except for 5. Well I'm not sure. No i won't do 5 today. Ok. now that that's settled. I. Will. Go. Do. Math.
1. Finish math summer packet
2. Clean up all my clothes
3. Finish this blog
4. Listen to this song for the rest of the day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z9clUzSny98
5. Somehow practice for volleyball tryouts
Oh yes! I have volley ball tryouts on the second day of school. I probably can't, I don't have a physical and i don't get shots until next Friday. So I'll just go to regular gym. I'm fine with that. Comment if your disagree. Or agree. I don't know comment if you want to. Ok I think I'm about done, i'll go do everything on my checklist, except for 5. Well I'm not sure. No i won't do 5 today. Ok. now that that's settled. I. Will. Go. Do. Math.
Love That Photo
Well, hi, I am new to blogging! How exciting. I chose this blog name because, well the others were too long. And because, you know that saying, "Life is short"? Well, it isn't. Life is the longest thing you've got. And the reason I'm making a Blog is because everyone has a blog and I'm jealous, and I kinda want to see how it is, telling complete strangers my whole life. And the title of my post? Well, I chose it because i really like this photo in the back, it is cute and has pretty colors, and there is a website, lovethatphoto.net, and it has the best pictures for back grounds or your computer's wall paper. So please check that out. So... I'm about to start 7th grade! Woohoo! I think that is another reason I'm making this. So, if you know me follow me please, and if you don't know me, make sure you are not a British version of Peter File (say it in a British accent, and it comes out to be...? That's right. Pedafile) then you can follow me. Hehe I feel accomplished. My first blog (checks off bucket list). Yes, I have a bucket list in 7th grade. Ok well, nice blogging to you. Blog you later!
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